Hellllo Blog World. Sorry I have been MIA. We welcomed a baby girl on July 27th! Remington Rae Hall has been such a blessing to our little family. Being a first time mom is an adventure in itself. Just wanted to share a few funny/true things I have realized this first 6 months. All of the cliches are true! I instantly loved her when I saw her! But first lets rewind!
1. Contractions : are the devil. The pain is indescribable!
2. I was skeptical about loving someone so much instantly. Its true ! I couldnt get enough of her.
3. Breastfeeding is hard and exhausting. Some are just not meant to do it.
4. Mom Guilt is Real! See #3. My first case but I did finally give myself a break.
5. Post Partum depression is very real. Its the oddest thing . You have this miracle in front of you but you cant stop crying. Thank goodness for good doctors and medicine and a very supportive hubby.
6. I never thought I would be so excited when someone pooped ! I always thought it would make ne gag. Its weird when its your child it doesnt bother you.
7. Burping. You feel like an Olympic gold medalist when you get a good burp after a feeding.
8. Single parents need a daily award. Me and Dalton both have breaking points. We know when the other one needs a break and are there to step in. I couldnt imagine doing it alone.
9. You will act a fool anywhere to get one tiny smile.
10. I love seeing the world through her eyes.
Here are a few pics of our growing girl :
By now the whole wide world knows we are having a little girl. We are over the moon and thankful that so far everything is looking perfect! We didn’t care either way just as long as the baby is healthy.
We would like to introduce everyone to Remington Rae Hall, our daughter. Dalton and I picked her name out together. Remington is the make of a firearm. Hence is why Dalton liked it. I liked it because its such a strong name. Her middle name is after a few special people. My mother’s name is Rae. Being an only child and raised by her. She is the strongest most loyal person to her loved ones. I hope her granddaughter gets her strength. My biological grandfathers name was James Ray. Although I never got to meet him my mom has told me all kinds of stories. And we wouldnt be here without him. Last but not least my dear friend from high school Marquita Re’ . She is no longer with us but she was the most fearless free spirit I have ever been around. I hope our daughter has some of her spirit.
Dec 28th… To say I was nervous would be an understatement!! It still didn’t feel real to me. Dont get me wrong I had pregnancy symptoms. Over Christmas was super nauseous and sick for the first time. Before that I felt fine was just a little more tired. My Appt wasn’t until 3:30 that day. My mind raced all day what if this isnt real , what if something is wrong, what if I lose the baby. Anxiety out the wazoo…. Checked in early weighed and I had actually lost 3 pds . Dalton got there. I was 90 to nothing but he ALWAYS calms me down. Me & Dalton right before :
The midwife came in which is an old friend of mine. She scanned my tummy first. She said there is a baby in there and I can see the heart beating. All my worries went away. Couldnt get a great pic so we had to do the vaginal ultrasound. Then it popped up. OMG you guys I was in love at first site. No idea what any of it was but it was magical. Had tears in my eyes. Dalton grabbed ny hand and it all just became so real. Seen our baby and heard its heartbeat (171bpm) . I didn’t know you can actually see the heart beating on the screen. Found out I wasnt as far along as I had thought. Our new due date is Aug 5th.
Submitted our scans to the gender experts. They do the ramzi, nub & skull theories. I have to wait till 12 weeks for the nub & skull theory. But the ramzi theory which is where your baby is located in the uterus said :
Which they are all just THEORIES… We are happy either way..
We are pregnant!!! So many emotions and thoughts as we found out this news. I knew from the get go I wanted to document everything to show our child one day. Before I get started I know many people have struggled and are struggling with having a precious baby. Believe me I know I was one of them. For you guys hang in there , the lord works in mysterious ways. I truley do believe in God’s timing. I first had an inkling the Monday of Thanksgiving. My period had been pretty consistent after taking medicine to get it back in June 2017. It never came that Monday so I took a test. It was very faint but it said pregnant. I thought no way because it was so light.
So I waited a couple days then took another one. It was the same thing. So thanksgiving night Dalton & I took a trip to walgreens. I splurged for the digital test so there was no reading between the lines… It was late and I was going to take it in the morning. Oh and my mom was,staying the night that night because she was visiting for Thanksgiving. 4:00 am rolled around and I had to pee. Dalton snoring away I go pee and take the test. The digital test is like a little computer. It loads 3 lines then says pregnant or not pregnant. There I stood at 4am standing over that test then it said Pregnant !!!! My life changed forever!! Of course I had to go wake Dalton up and he just hugged me so tight and was so happy.
So before we found out for sure, We decided to tell our parents at Christmas. I had this cute onesie picked out they could unwrap. Well that went out the door . We told them both that Friday…. I went Monday to the dr and they confirmed it. It still didnt feel real. They scheduled my first ultrasound for 12/28 a month away!!
Thank you for reading!!
Wanted to share a few of my favorite pictures of the birthday boy!! My Baby Cousin Kasyn Dale Brooks. Enjoy 🙂